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Salamander Heart

Artist and animator

*Socials that are not listed here are impersonations!business email: [email protected]

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Hello, I'm Salamander Heart! Thanks for stopping by :DI am an artist and animator who loves to make various kinds of art. I've also tried making music and I plan on doing more of that in the future. Plus, I'm planning to get more into game development and create my own game!Most people call me Sal or Salamander :).
Nationality: South KoreanAge: 18Birthday: July 29Pronouns: Any/allFavorite color: BlueInterests:

  • Videogames (especially Deltarune, Undertale, Omori, Minecraft, Sky cotl, Animal crossing and Cult of the lamb)

  • Animated series (especially Hazbin hotel, Helluva boss, The owl house, Murder drones, Arcane and TADC)

  • Anime

  • Music

  • Languages (I really love learning languages! I've been learning Spanish and Japanese for quite a while now, and I'm a beginner at French and Russian. Hoping to also learn Mandarin, Arabic and Turkish in the future!)

  • Almost all kinds of animals

  • Pokemon (I have a million Pokemon plushies)

  • Anything art related

  • Space

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Dislikes:

  • The lack of basic decency

  • Generative AI

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I'm quite active on my discord server, so it'd be cool if you joined! I love getting to know people there and forming new friendships :DAlso, don't be afraid to interact with me! I am truly grateful for the people who appreciate what I make and want to get to know me. I would love to get to know you, too!

Salamander Heart's commissions are currently open!

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For animations, contact me on discord and we can discuss! (length, colors, lining, shading, number of characters, etc.)
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What I WILL draw

  • SFW

  • Gore/ blood

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What I will NOT draw

  • NSFW that isn't gore/blood

  • Things I feel I shouldn't draw for various reasons

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Other info (important)

  • I only use paypal for transactions (transaction fees are paid by the commissioner)

  • I only receive payment in USD

  • I will begin working on the artwork after the payment has been made

  • Reach me on discord if you're interested in commissioning me (Salamanderheart)

  • I may refuse your commission requests

  • I may post the commissioned artwork on my socials (unless we discuss not to)

  • It may take some time to finish the artwork, so please be patient :)

  • Prices may rise if the character/artwork is too complicated

  • You can specify how you want me to draw (may lead to slight changes of price)

  • If you just want object or background art, tell me and I'll let you know the price

.Headshot (per character)

  • messy sketch: $4

  • colored & lined: $9

  • shaded & lighted: $13

  • pixel art: $15

  • painted: $19

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Halfbody (per character)

  • messy sketch: $7

  • colored & lined: $14

  • shaded & lighted: $17

  • pixel art: $19

  • painted: $25

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Fullbody (per character)

  • messy sketch: $9

  • colored & lined: $18

  • shaded & lighted: $22

  • pixel art: $24

  • painted: $35

.(If you add drawn background to any of the options above, +$10~20)

The Life of Newt

Chapter 1: Newt Arrives

Chapter 2: Death by Frog Butt

Chapter 3: Existential Dread

Art 2021

Art 2022

Art 2023

Art 2024

Art 2025

Art 2026

Older art

Salamander Heart's gallery

Salamander Heart's crafts

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Plush of the lamb from Cult of The Lamb
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Experimental plush of Newt
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Plush of Mewo from omori
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Omori plushies
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Salamander Heart's music

Disclaimer: all the music here was made in 2021, which means they're REALLY OLD. And I haven't touched a DAW since. (Hoping to start again soon tho!!!)
Anyways, enjoy! I guess!
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Galaxies
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Abyss
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Out of The Stars
(P.S.: this is the first piece of music i ever made!)
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Pebbles
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Shine
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Mighty
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Frolic Through The Flowers
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Vice
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Not Capable
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Good night: Undertale remix
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Don't Forget: Deltarune remix

Salamander Heart's blog

2. 13. 2026wowzers a blog section!!! never thought i was gonna do smth like this but here we are, lol. you can expect more posts here in the future!since you've come all the way here to read this, i will tell you that imma get pretty personal in here. y'know, sharin my deep dark thoughts and stuff. (oooooh.)today imma talk a little about social media.
i hate it! i found myself getting addicted to it. and i realized that the less social media in my life, the happier i will be. also i think it's the worst for artists.ok so if you're keen you might've noticed that i deleted a bunch of social media accounts, like twitter, reddit, instagram and even deviantart. (i first deleted twitter bc i learned about the new AI update, then went on and deleted the rest one by one in the span of a few days.)social media makes you seek validation as a creator and crave endless dopamine hits as a consumer (and a creator). and your mental health will deteriorate in the process. your attention span will freaking die as well. im sick of it and im so glad i left a bunch of platforms. the only ones i have now are bluesky (and youtube and discord if you call them 'social media'. Youtube is mostly long form videos and discord is just chatting so i dont think they count as real social media platforms) + patreon. (consider supporting me on patreon! tysm!)and im happy to announce that THIS site will be my home from now on! it's nice and quiet here. and it's MINE. (yey!!!) >:DDDDD
i can do whatever i want with it!that's it for today's blog post. see ya on the next one! if you have any thoughts on these posts, drop a comment on my discord server! I'd love to chat with yall. byeeee

2. 14. 2026heyyyy yall!
today i wanna talk about.... hmm.... what should i talk aboutoh yeah! im moving out soon, kind of!
college is a bit too far away so i'm gonna be living on my own. freakin finally!this was decided abt 2 months ago or smth, and im SO GLAD. to be moving out.i have to come back during summer and winter vacation (2 months each) but at least i'll be on my own for the rest of the months.the room i'll be living in is tiny af (literally the tiniest place i've ever seen) but I DONT CARE!lol that's it for today! hopefully next time i'll have some interesting topic to talk abt. byeee

2. 18. 2026on march 2nd, im going to get a haircut that my parents are going to hate a lot.i'm an adult. i can decide on what shape of hair i have.
this is giving me a lot of anxiety. but it's something that i want to do.
i need to be bolder. i need to be more autonomous.i have been faking autonomy for quite a while. now i realize that just saying 'i do whatever feels right for me' was not enough. i need to be brave enough to actually DO those stuff.going out on my bike without telling my parents wasn't an autonomous move. that was basic as hell, like, an 8 year old could do that. i felt like i was doing something rebellious, but i was not. i thought i was being autonomous but i was not.why do i feel like i need permission to do anything?
why do i get so anxious?i got anxious when today my dad wanted me to hand him my phone to know more about my new workplace. it felt really not nice. i need autonomy. i'm an adult. i know how to discern dangerous things from safe things. i'm the most cautious and cowerdly person i know. if everyone in this city died one by one i would be the last one standing. i'm that cautious.my future bosses are NOT going to take me away in a car. they are NOT going to slaughter me. and you don't have to check yourself. did you really have to make me hand you my phone with that stern look? that look that tells me you are my supervisor?i'm sorry, parents. i thank you for everything you have provided for me in my childhood. but i am not a child anymore. and i want to be seen as an equal.i wish i had the money to provide for myself now. i wish i was rich enough to pay for college and rent. but i'm young and broke. i am left with no choice but to rely on them. for six more years. will i not truly be their equal for six years more?i am going to get that haircut, although i get bursts of anxiety thinking about their reaction. this is a step i need to take.

02. 24. 2026today imma share some short unfinished fictional writing i did when i was completely filled with dread and couldn't sleep at 2:30 am on february 9th, lol. writing this actually helped me fall asleep wow :0
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“…You still awake?”“Mm?... what is it, Roy?”“I can’t sleep.”“Try counting goats.”“Goats?”“Oof, I mean sheep.”“Actually, I think goats might be better than sheep.”“Haha, sure, whatever. Count goats then.”“Hmm, alrighty.”“…”“…May, actually, umm, I don’t feel very well.”“Oh. Do you have, like, a fever?”“It’s not like that. I… feel kind of, well, completely filled with dread. If that makes sense.”“What kind of dread?”“Ya know, the kind that comes late at night. The kind that makes me question my whole existence.”“Huh.”“…”“Can’t relate.”“Oh.”“…”“May, can I, umm, please get a hug?”“Huh?... Alright, I guess. But just this once, weirdo.”“Thanks”“…”“You’re kind of cold.”“My body was cooling down for sleep mode.”“Oh. Sorry. I woke you up when you were just about to fall asleep, didn’t I?”“It’s fine, I guess. It’s not like I have to go anywhere tomorrow.”“…You’re the best. Seriously.”“I know.”“Pff-““Haha!”“…”“Feel any better?”“A little, I think.”“Good, then.”“…”“Good night, May.”“Good night.”.
.When I close my eyes, my head fills with noise. Noise… Endless noise.
All my fears and doubts and worries are flooding my head.
Dread, endless dread. My heart is beating fast. I fix my position various times to try and find one that will finally let me sleep.
Nope, nope. Both the left and right sides aren’t working. It probably won’t work if I try laying on my belly either.
.Well, this sucks. I get out of bed and sit on my chair.
I open my laptop and watch a few videos on the internet. Finally, Feeling a little drowsy. Time to go back to bed.
.Shit, not again. The dread is coming back.
I see images of them ditching me for good. People pointing at me, whispering. Blurry visions of an uncertain future I’m so scared of.
My heart is beating fast again. If only I could fall asleep! I would be all better by morning. Stupid brain! Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid!
.Maybe I should imagine May again. It almost worked last time.Nah, who am I kidding. I’m not crazy enough to have to imagine nonexistent people every night to fall asleep.
I just need to calm down and count some goats. I mean, sheep.
One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten, eleven…
.Not working. Okay, I give up. I feel absolutely awful and I can’t sleep. Why am I so scared? Why am I shaking? Must be hormones. Late night hormones. I should have gotten more sunlight. Oh, well.
Breathe. Breathe. Whew. It’s okay. You’re safe. Whew. Breathe in, breathe out.
.Maybe I’m isolating myself too much. Maybe I should try meeting people.
Nah, they won’t accept me. I’m just a complete weirdo to them. Better to keep everything to myself. The less you share, the safer you are. My tongue is my greatest enemy. As long as no one finds out anything about me, I will be safe.
.No, wait. But that’ll mean I’ll have to act my whole life. I can’t do that. How will I ever be happy if I just hide ‘til the day I die? How will I ever find peace if I never stop lying?
.… Gotta sleep. Must sleep. No, wait. It’s bad to pressure myself to fall asleep. It’ll only stimulate my brain and make it more alert.
I need to tell myself I don’t need to sleep. Yes. I don’t need to sleep. Nope, I don’t! I’m as powerful as a deity and I don’t need sleep to survive.Okay, that was a little bit too much. Maybe I should……
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.“RRRRRING, RRRRRING, RRRRRING!”
Eeeerg, 6 in the morning, already? Damn.
At least I got like, 3 hours of sleep or something. That’s better than nothing. Gotta get dressed real quick. I mustn’t be late.

02. 25. 2026my life is a giant pile of shit that i created for myself.
it finally happened. they hate me too. i did it. i succeeded in what i was trying to do. get them to hate me.
they've finally had enough of me. took them long enough.
thanks for reminding me what a piece of shit i am.
seriously i have three gazillion problems and am a complete trainwreck. it would be a miracle if anyone didnt hate me. i dont care enough about life to try to change. dying sounds a trillion times easier. this is just what i am. a piece of shit. a piece of ungrateful smelly shit. im not a properly functioning human. i'm half baked. a complete mistake that makes everyone miserable. something that shouldnt have come to existence.
when my friend tried to commit suicide various times last year, deep inside, i felt sorry for telling her to keep living. cuz i felt her. there is no reason to keep living. not at all. at least for people like me. im just unable to live a normal human life. there is something fundamentally wrong with me. i see no point in living life and i wish i could just disappear and be gone forever. i was always so scared of being gone forever but at the same time it feels like such a blessing. something that reminds me that everything associated with me is so so so trivial that it doesnt matter what i do or what happens to me or the people around me. im just some dust and nothing more. and the others are too.
now that it's been confirmed that im completely unlovable and a piece of shit i feel even less like living this pile of giant shit that is my life. nothing matters anyway. and this isnt fun anymore.
no one will ever like me as a person and i will never like anyone as a person. cus im fucked up and cold as stone. im unlovable. and unable to love anyone. i'm trash. i'm shit.
i wish i could die right now. i wish someone would just kill me painlessly. i hate pain. why am i crying. why am i crying when i've created this version of me myself? why am i crying when everything is my fault and i suck and i hate life? please just kill me i dont want this to continue
i cant stand this
i just want to die
i dont see the point in going on
im selfish and i only think about myself thats why everyone hates me i hate myself too i just want to die please let me die please make me be gone right now
i caused all of this why am i crying
this is what was to be expected
i want to die but i dont want to traumatize other people how do i do that
everyone officially hates me i hate me i hate everything i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it

2. 28. 2026i only want to be free.
freedom is all i ask for.
maybe im obsessed. but i feel trapped. i feel stuck. its suffocating.
what will make me free? money?
how do i get rich lolok ill be honest im kinda suffering a lot internally these days but hopefully i'll be better when i move out

4. 13. 2026wowzers, it's been two whole months since i last wrote here! it's been a pretty long time.well, i've been pretty busy i guess, since i'm living by myself and all lol. (actually no, im not busy at all xD im not even studying! i should study a little tho.)um so yeah! im doing pretty well. i feel alone at uni but that's okay. i'm sure i'll make a friend or two in this place someday. it's not like i had huge expectations. personalities don't change that fast lolumm yeah so putting that aside im doing well. jerald (my leopard gecko)'s sick eyes are almost completely cured now so less worries for me. also my parents and i made up and we're close again.and i experienced quite some new things. i want to keep experiencing more things. gotta de- coward myself more, lol.
talking about experiences, im saving up for some solo trips during summer vacation! im planning on going to jeju island and yeosu (both in korea)
the oceans are beautiful there! and it makes my heart pound a little to think about going there myself without the help of anyone else. im gonna be booking plane tickets and stuff. (i'm a big fan of independence)yeah so basically my only worries now are the fact that im verrrry socially inapt for making friends in uni, and that i hate studying. (a lot.) and that i really dont wanna be single anymore lmao
oh and i also hate how people mistake me for a child. c'mon i don't look THAT young!!! >:(
excuse me all the people who asked me which grade i'm in. the answer is NONE! i'm an adult! i don't go to middle school! >:(((((((um yeah! lmao, got a little fired up just now
anyways i hope you're doing well :)
i wish you a good day/night, and i'll be heading to dream town in an hour or two
byeeeeee thanks for reading this blog post and sticking with me! lots of love mwah mwah
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